The Ghost part 28 (beginning again)

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Tidy up and serve food. 
Fit to burst upon a plate
Messy basket and baguette
And an interlude I record
While consumptive old Rosie
Is, wrapped by benevolent booze,
Befriended once wouldn't it be
Entente cordial and drink fearless
Into the daring poured afternoon.

Popped to the Nation of Shopkeepers for a couple of Weston's Old Rosie and a chicken burger. Ran into Rachel who used to work in the Southwark Tavern. Seen her in there before and thought I recognized her, but couldn't remember where from. Nice juicy breast, lush mayo and twice fried fries. She recalled my name, but I just couldn't get hers. It was 2009 when I left Rotherhithe for Shropshire. Batteries gone, returned to move my stuff back to 42. Feels refreshing. Emma and I loaded her car. Need to return for a couple of items on Tuesday. My self same room since 1989 is full to the brim. Lots of nights safe and sound.
Nice to listen to The Fall on my Musical Fidelity pre/power amp and Mordaunt-Short speakers Mr Mark E. Smith and fix a redbush tea on this settling Friday night.

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