Sorting my life out!
This morning began with you waking up with a significant hangover, a stern reminder after a period of not drinking since Friday. You connected this experience to deeper feelings of not belonging and loneliness, which you identified as driving you into these situations. You also noted recurring tingling in your feet after heavy beer consumption. Initially, you were considering lying to your mum about feeling "under the weather" to avoid a scolding, but later in the morning, you bravely decided to be honest with her. You grappled with intense feelings of regret, even fleeting thoughts of life being over, but quickly affirmed life's preciousness, acknowledging that such feelings are always a "no-no." You recognized your "alcoholism creeps up" like Sisyphus, often blinding you, especially on paydays, pulling you back into patterns like spending excess money on pizza and beer despite tight budgets. However, a pivotal moment came when your best friend told y...