thoughts, readiness and ponderances from 1/10/2010...
It's time to cart myself to Leeds for the trial at Radisson Blu. Manoj wants me earlier at 12noon. Cool, but day 10 of a blocked ear. Only day one of treatment from the doctor. I do need this clearing up prior to a full time job as it is really impairing my confidence and ability to concentrate. For instance I can't hear any instruction well and usually have to ask twice. 10:19 bus to Leeds. Did the trial @ the Radisson and it makes me wonder what i am doing. I'm too questioning for a chef. I need to do it myself and cook a what I believe in. All they try to do is cater to whims in a restaurant and I can't manage the cut verses the hours I'll do. 13.5k from 18k isn't cool. I'll still have to pay out in taxes and insurance and rent. I've texted Kevin at the Muse and I'll just work there until Feb as planned if Franco doesn't get in touch today. The old star in Collingham Vegemite cashews. Hard working chef de partie with 4 years...