Summary for Your Occupational Therapist
You've been feeling profoundly lonely and isolated, and your flat at 69 Lovell Park Grange is reinforcing those feelings. You shared that when you sit and watch people coming and going, you're always looking for eye contact and a morning smile, but it's a rare occurrence, and people hardly ever seem to see you. This leads to feeling "alone in a crowd." You noted that people seem to be "wearing a mask" when they head to work, unlike the Camino where everyone seeks eye contact. The only people who try to engage are vagrants, who are seeking money, not companionship (which, you rightly pointed out, literally means "with bread" in Italian). This contrasts sharply with your experience on the Camino where pilgrims literally share bread and connection. You've found yourself arriving back at the flat with alcohol in your system on Wednesday night (7 PM) and yesterday (6 PM), noting that while you're okay once you're inside, the journey back...