Prologue to Le Puy and beyond. Part 13.
Yes I was frivolous in my life. What ever I wanted I told myself I could have. There was nothing to hold me back. Somehow my mind told me I would be fine accepting the fate of this ordeal. In 2007 I finally went bankrupt. I hadn't felt a purpose in my life from around 1999. I had truly drifted without a clue. Briefly I left these lands for sondrie londs down in Brittany, Sweden, Czech Republic, Australia, Spain I took myself. I lived the crazy life, but my record was playing at the wrong speed. I know I fulfilled nothing long lasting in what should've been a brave escape. I feel my immaturity laid me bare. I was hunting for something I never perceived lingering in the blind spot of my sight. The years grew between regular 9 to 5 and bankruptcy. Between 1995 and 1999 I worked consistently. Then I left for Australia. I returned never to connected directly with that expectation from society in modern Britain, but the debts mounted as I felt I must conform to my peers, mother, fath...