thoughts, readiness and ponderances from 1/10/2010...

It's time to cart myself to Leeds for the trial at Radisson Blu. Manoj wants me earlier at 12noon. Cool, but day 10 of a blocked ear. Only day one of treatment from the doctor. I do need this clearing up prior to a full time job as it is really impairing my confidence and ability to concentrate. For instance I can't hear any instruction well and usually have to ask twice. 10:19 bus to Leeds.
Did the trial @ the Radisson and it makes me wonder what i am doing. I'm too questioning for a chef. I need to do it myself and cook a what I believe in. All they try to do is cater to whims in a restaurant and I can't manage the cut verses the hours I'll do. 13.5k from 18k isn't cool. I'll still have to pay out in taxes and insurance and rent. I've texted Kevin at the Muse and I'll just work there until Feb as planned if Franco doesn't get in touch today.

The old star in Collingham
Vegemite cashews.

Hard working chef de partie with 4 years experience looking for full time temporary until February or permanent with career path in Leeds city centre, Harrogate, etc. Self employed basis. Asking for a minimum of £7ph.

Russums

So I've left the house to peramble to work on Sunday morning. Looking forward to the connections and the work. The chance of learning a whole load of new skills. But I've set off without my knives...

Tapenade
Tembleque
Amuse-Bouche
Flatbread. Pitta.
Sumac
Marinade for chicken.
Leon by alleges mcevedy
Witloof uit den oven
Swiss chard
Morcilla
00 flour.
Black eyed beans
Tamarind
Vinagre de Jerez
Seasonality chart
Brazilian cheese balls
Spanish tortilla
Aragon chicken, asparagus and bean cassoulet.

I think media relies on new products to flog any old rubbish the latest fads are HD, 3D and bluray. Wow it's 3d. What next hologram projectors?

Sometimes it's all about who you like and who you don't. How trivial to have these empty thoughts in your teens, through your twenties just to see it become nonexistent hatred from then or even more xenophobic turned aganay entire groups.
I've been going to leeds on the bus since it was a 799 or 798 at Deighton Bar in around 1984. My first bus journey out without mum I think was with John Naylor to the brand new Ridings in Wakefield. I bought a picture disc of the Reflex by Duran Duran. 12 inch.
It had a version of Make Me Smile (come up and see me some time).

Jody. Bella italia.
Oracle.
Info@pinheads.co.uk attention Jon tite.
1pm at the pin.
Preaching the lord George Jesus Christ with a lisp!
It is crap. Why bother wandering about leeds on your only day off?
Piccolinos
The windmill and bay horse.
Chilli char carne.

Patrice Tom
Lindsey @ majestic
Salsa Posada

Bloody school holidays and McDonalds!

Sharon Harding

Matt Castle. 4pm the village.

Looking for a challenge where someone sees my potential and is willing to help me to achieve the best for the team I work in.

Is 38 years too old in the head chef's eyes?

I am very nervous as I am often worried to say the wrong thing in the situation.

Vague on the phone, I have applied for quite a few roles while back from Croatia.

My knife skills are good, but I am not as coordinated to chop blind. I am learning continually.

See, remember and practice.

Mimic then express myself.

2 minutes silence at 11am. Respect for all those millions who fell. There isn't enough time really and 2 minutes says so little. Within the consumer hell of Briggate this couldn't mean less? Neon clusters of brightly vacant stares.
20 minutes to journey along the DWP route once more. To plead for a pittance and hope for a job.
If you were invisible people would continually walk into you and be sent spiralling.

My fart actually smells like a big mama burger in 1993,4,5!

Piggley 3 data?
Principley gel
Masters of Delphii

Some people are fat from the eyes down.

Where did that Tescos on
roundhay road come from?

Banana breath?

Shame that business people interact without a care and no remedy comes from those within power. Don't trust. Sw4n and T4lb0t. A good boss cares. How could someone be docked 5 hours just because it wasn't written down? How can you live with yourselves Ron and Jackie, who acts naive and selfless but who echoes brutal hatred; not again. I need to banish bar 3,  the new inn and the swan. I don't trust that family and who would do that to a worker. Why play such soulless 1950's melancholy ballads on a groundless Sunday evening. And the cider is also more expensive in here than the New Inn but it's run by the same colourless souls. Earn your money, but don't spend it back in your employers. Take off Sophie?¿?

He made a meal of it - diving cunt, to be fair!¡!

How is it at all possible for the Mail on Sunday to give away free Blondie's Parallel Lines?

Rachel fellows

Making money from the trivial banal on repeat. None if it works. It just repeats in ever intenser circles. They collide and become one sludge. Once you just heard about things on the off chance or they really blew your mind so you couldn't walk away. 9/11, JFK, etc however these too were media frenzied. What was the world like before media? Was there any news? Did bad things happen? I suppose the Somme would've meant nothing without the free press.

Weird scenes inside the coal mine.

Christmas songs drive me off the scale.



I guess all I wanted tonight was to be angry and listen to my music with a pint of cider. It's Xmas hatter season and I can't understand how trivial it's become. A little paper hat. Burn all little paper hats.

Ryan spendlove. Myspace

Distance
Smoking
Musical tastes
Going in a different direction. I'm trying to be health conscious.
I don't feel anything.
I've broken the weeks liaison with Victoria. Just too different in everyway. I know that I care too much, but I can't be false like I was with Louise in 2006...and that went on for 4 months. Nope.

Wheat, dairy and barley free until Christmas day.

Make a cd for Matt to listen to...soon. So today I looked for a nice corduroy suit. Mark Ryan had one for fifty but I was ingressed. Shame.

On the way to Leeds after a good productive morning got up at 7am quite naturally. A but hung over really, but paracetamol and aspirin put paid. Two coffee and handle bar moustache and contact lenses.

A light fall of snow on the ground and a low low temperature. Lions and rotary selling bacon sarnies next to Ford consul. A buzzard lingers in a skeletal tree and hides behind a glare. And 3 honeys leave for Shadwell. The sun shines whitely hot over Aire vale blanketed blank. Lights changing from cherry red to bitterness to verdant green. At a crossroads we trip and canter chase. Munching our oats and steaming hay. Bridal and damming way cars coated clear.

Shepards Purse, Northallerton

07738394564 Rachel Baker

Let's go over to Wetherby and suddenly every twat now is alive. Stop talking to me.

Fake Thursday freaks.

Wizard to the power 8 is W8

Dadu is a province in Pakistan!

Oh boy is this going to be a boring film - my mums first thoughts on my favourite film of the last few years.

3 nescafe instants
1 southern fried chicken wrap
1 chamomile tea
1 pint of Rooster's special
1 tomato and cheese flatbread.
2 quarter pound burgers, pasta salad and curried broccoli.

Super happy. Turned off the alcohol me. Same plan as last year. Beans and cleanliness. Sprouts and less doubts. A month to work and earn a relief. Utrecht here we come. Camomile and coffee heading to leeds for some health food.

How is the X98 ever late first thing in the morning? I can't think traffic would make any difference from when it leaves leeds @ 06:19?

Bright low winter sun light. Concentrated into a few scant hours
Dazzles us on the no. 99
After a penalty is scored in the origins
Talking to the smoking driver
Isn't worth a damn as he puffs
And lingers before cranking forward.

I drank from 4pm until I caught my bus at 8:40pm. I ate some onion cheese and a blue cheese. I don't recall what I ate at Millies. I got off at hone and went straight to bed I slept until nearly midday.

Raw Cacao Truffles (makes 20)

250 grams organic Ground Almonds
250 grams Raw Cacao powder or organic Cocoa powder
1 tbsp Biona Raw virgin coconut oil
1 bottle Biona Agave
30ml Rio Amazon Jungle Elixir.

To Wagamama for chicken katsu and rice. Just what I wanted. Wondered about granary Wharfe and found it fairly desolate. Now what? Might have to return to North?

Moroccan chicken at £1.60. Enough chicken I think!

Drive for 2 hours and then charge for 10 hours! Oh amazing. That's just what we need?

When the trades vanished we invested in generations of thickies and wasters, council tenants and beauticians. We should've exterminated the brutes!

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