Pilgrimage decamp @ Cahors, Midi-Pyrénées. Pt.8.

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Pilgrimage decamp @ Cahors, Midi-Pyrénées. Pt.8.

Taking my turns round the cathedral to Saint Etienne I was washing my head and neck with water from the holy font when Brad walked beyond me into the space. I watched him and noticed he hadn't seen me so I waited til he had gotten solumn and spirited and launched an attack upon his calf like I was a devil reaching up to pull his measerly body into the place we're all going to go (right on brother!)? We were truly happy to bump, bounce and brave the subtle Ways that continue to deliver interleeveing of our data streams.

But we worried about the virus or corruption in Michael's datastream. His packet to packet had become an exception error from which his only resort was to install a recent backup or wipe his thought clean, or return to his manufacturing home and call the whole thing off? Driven off the way by the longing for a return to apple pie, jelly and burgers. Nothing was alive in his eyes; I've felt close to that breaking tip, but then found another Way truer to the man I am. I know now I am awaiting a washing day and delivery from la poste to exeunt stage right and march on towards Montpellier and three generations of familied clones and one less gibberish aflayer fumer testiticulars. Not that I condescend to flagellation (Great, that it be? Yes, it is!); ever.

Oh go defenestrate your measerly body down son (of a bitch) as I go to meet the one I love; and elsewhere with your squeeky mangle, woman! You distract me like clack clack clack clack/cri cri/cackle. Booked my departure from this department Saturday morning 8:53am single journey; no looking back so go and defenestrate this ... ¡!¡ ...

Location: Cahors, Cahors

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