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mindless

My tongue has shriveled up. I've forgotten what to say. My mind is now blank Yet, I am not free? There is no solution;  It has been my fallacy - Supposing my grasp was near Am I not free? Have I run out of things to say? My observations seems to be drawing a blank. I've not put pen to paper since Sunday. Is this the end of me? I am finding In Our Time banal too. A pigeon makes it's usual noise. A clock ticks it's usual seconds, chopping off my seconds. 

w/c 1st July.

Perfume on the air  But cold. July. Chilly. Gloves on. Costa, not Caffé Nero Cheaper Less expensive. A strange night's sleep. Dreams. My father was alive once more in on of them. He comes back for forgiveness or to haunt me some more? Tuesday begins grey. It rained most of the afternoon and early evening. I turned in around 7pm. After the mishap with NikWax, which has left a sticky residue inside the washing machine, I again tried to clean it off... Slowly the drum looks shiny once more... I collected some produce from my allotment yesterday, and caught the bus from up on Deerstone Ridge around 12:30om. Raspberries, strawberries, gooseberries, broad beans and peas. I made a pasta sauce with all the broad beans, peas and a handful of the gooseberries, which gave the sauce a sweet and sour edge. Running a bath. Am not needed in Wetherby this morning, mum's taking Lola up to see Auntie Wendy, but I need to do some weeding on the allotment so will catch the X98 regardless of the sc...