Christmas Eve @ 8am

Wistful. What is a wist to be full? Wist it wit? Wist is past participle of wit...

Looking back and wishing it were now.

Last night! I wish it was still now! Or do I? The past is something I can never know for certain happened. All I am aware of is what comes to me now. If I then think of a past now what part of that have I forgotten, purposely or erroneously, which was a central feature of the field of previous now?

The gravity well in which I attract or repell. I am matter so I distort space time around me and so alter everything in a subtle manner. Each of us has this tangle of forces.