On my mind.

Humiliation @ school. No lock on the toilet door. Shitting myself walking home alone with poo in my pants. Not sure who it @was at home who helped me ... Perhaps dad, but more likely mother. One of the first times I walked home alone.

Perpetually an outsider. Clusters of people stood in doorways and supposed homeless people on all the corners. I feel pushed away. There is no way back.

But how can I move on?